Saturday, February 16, 2019

Fani's Word

Fani skipped, no, almost bounded from school after her 4th grade class at Franklin School .  That day Miss Kaplan had assigned each student a unique word that they were to write on construction paper to  embellish &  glitterize into a work of art.  Stephanie took special care and pride at how carefully she had made her special word into a splendor all her own.  And now, just in departing class, her teacher instructed all to bring that art back to school the next day along with their own story that would put life into their word in front of the whole class.  WOW!  She could not wait to find something really, like different, something that all her classmates would find interesting enough to smile at and give Fani praise.

What to choose?  So many things, but this thing had to ring like the fire alarm.  Jar them out of their seats in awe.  She just knew she had to come up with something that would make her stand proud.  

Steppin up the crumbling stairs of their tenement, Fani buzzed herself into the vestibule and looked down.  Oh yes, she tickled herself thinking-  Mr Pappadopoulas, (their Super), and  “his” floor.  For months starting in summer, ‘Mr P’ was on his knees in that entryway matching up individual tiles to create the mosiac floor the original building had when it was constructed in the 20's.  It was a very intricate and colorful installation originally, but years of footfall, mud, rain and snow , not to overlook occasional spillage, garbage, and even dog pee had worn away, and dislodged the small ceramic tiles until  a rubber weather mat over it had to be lain so people wouldn’t trip.  That mat was so nasty grimy, she thought.   Fani would from time to time flip the mat up to see Mr P’s progress in setting each tile into the original pattern. Soon, she hoped, it would be unveiled .  This would make for a fitting story to use “her” word on.  But, no, That telling belonged to Mr Pappadopoulos as it was his story.  She couldn’t  appropriate her word on somebody else’s idea.  She wanted the story to be her own,

Later as Mom served the family greasy fried chicken and collard greens (which Fani didn’t particulary care for, but her Mom, being of Southern heritage, was want to savor, so it was on the table often and endured) Fani picked at her food.  She was deeply into her thoughts about tomorrow.  ‘What, pray tell’ was my story to be?’  She caught her Mother remarking on Fani’s cousin ‘Swannie” ( Her real name was Samantha but for some reason everybody had nicknamed her Swannie and it stuck) , birthing her new baby April Dawn.  Swannie had been in labor for over 26 hours and they finally had to induce, and out popped a large 9  ounce baby girl .  Everybody said she was so big cause her mama was ‘diaperbetic,’ whatever that was, but the fact remained that April Dawn came out looking like a two year old.  Again, this incidence was good basis for story that Fani could use , but  fireworks didn’t go off in Fani’s mind.  It just wasn’t grand enough to waste her precious word on.

After dish wash (Fani dried) she continued pondering just what her narrative would be tomorrow.  Indeed, she went to bed berift at not having any ideas to her satisfaction.

Morning dawned no better.  Actually worse, because now the pressure was on, and Stephanie was starting to panic.  She had too much at stake in this assignment.  She could not let Miss Kaplan down.  She could not endure a middling “Oh that was nice, Fani” as her acknowledgment.  And most, important, she simply would not allow herself to fall short in her own eyes.  Simply unacceptable.  Period.
Fani set off for school dejected as no story had formulated.  Dejected as she stepped down the front steps, her gaze landed in front and below her .  She focused.  “OH GEEZ,” positively exploded from her. 

 “This is IT” I’ve got it.  Perfect.”  

She finally, FINALLY, had her story!

Now, having so much trouble holding herself in  she was so ready to spew, Fani finally found it was her time in front of the class.  She held up her bright and elaborate glittered, stickered, and glitzed word picture and began,

“This morning  I walked out of my house and looked down, and there ,at the bottom of the stairs just barely sticking forth from the grimy snow and crumbling stone, sprouting up from between cracks in the concrete was a single brave  little flower that had two tiny green leaves and a purple bloom.  I had to stop and admire this  little thing for the way it had beat all odds, forcing itself upward in this unlikely location.” 




( Fani beamed at all the smiles she saw looking back at her) She continued,
“I just have to tell you all, it was really ...”



Wednesday, February 13, 2019

The Wintergarden




Stalk shadows stretch thin.
Too may uncounted days sink dark
upon legions of fallen leaves,
brief notice of one or two
acclaimed in happenstance
leaving strewn ground for the rest,
waded through as inconvenience,
raked or burned or blown away,
they leave no marker or memory
as  sentinal Mothers grieve to no avail .  


This fallow ground
once brought nourishment
for both body and soul;
red juicy tomatoes, gay sunflowers
even stalwart watermelons
who withstood much adversity
but finally yielded to rape,
brandishment of sticks
to satisify the caprice
of an evil unthinking mind.


This Wintergarden sees no season.
Land is not replenished.
There is no nature,
so death is not natural,
death is not given , it is taken by force;
These are fallen leaves of Sandy Hook,
daisies ripped up from Pulse,
insane smashing of innocent growth,
leaving countless devestated gardens in Miami, Los Angeles, and Las Vegas;
even whole fields in Rwanda.


Wasted, all wasted so many days, so many ways, so many times.
Here left as scant memory and  honor in only  two days of media attention,
blase “thoughts and prayers,”
and the final numbing disowning affront-
“I’m glad it wasn’t me” 

 When did shame die in the Wintergarden?
-Jerry Wendt 2018

Monday, February 11, 2019

2019 Grammy's




The Grammy’s are one of only two “awards” shows that are worth watching ( The other is the Tony’s) because they both are entertaining; with the Grammy’s edging out as winner with their spectrum of new innovative musical numbers .
Alica Keyes does "Killing me softy" and "Unforgettabl" on two pianos

This year was particularly enticing , first with an apparent wane in Rap as dominant genre. (or maybe just that Kanye West was absent) I  could understand the music again, and it was lyrical.  The show addressed many different musical styles giving a bit of something to everyone.  I admit the rap that was present was engaging and had musicality to it this year.  just not my preferred style.


Ricky Martin and Camila Gambino open with "Havana"



The Opening Cuban number “Havana” featuring Camila Gambino with full compliment of stars including “man candy” Ricky Martin, was bright, catchy, and well staged.  It set a good tone. 

Then came capable host Alicia Keys and a clever and apt salute to empowered women.  I think having Michelle Obama amongst these other keynote ladies, Jada Pickett Smith, Gaga, J Lo, and Keyes was inspired thinking.  Michelle got the most thunderous standing ovation of the night.  It did get a bit tiring to hear Ms Keyes constant use of “my sistas” throughout the performance. Like a child that starts young as a cute amusing precocious center of attention,and as an adult becomes just annoying and repetitive.  Granted, recognition has been a long time coming, but why taint the new empowerment by diluting it with a trite affectation. 
Alica and Michelle

GaGa Jada Pinkett Smith, Keyes, Mchelle Obama, and J Lo
I am newly enamoured withShaun Mandez.  Wooooo-ee HOT young thing.(Even his piano was smoking and burning !)   His duo with Miley Cyrus was a standout .  I loved his sound.  His voice is so rich.  At times I felt as though I was hearing Rufus Wainwright ( another fave of mine)
Shaun and Miley 

Smokin hot Shaun Mendes and his fiery smokin piano

See what I mean?
Dolly Parton’s tribute involved a lot more poeple but wasn’t as lush as “La Ross’s”
I do not understand how she can give wind to her singing, cinched up like she is.
Katy Perry caught flak for supposedly trying to upstage  Parton but I don’t think so.  If anyone had the dominant pipes it was Miley Cyrus.  A great tribute and while even not as elaborate as Diana Ross’s (who appeared in the quintessential      quinceaƱera dress - either that, a U of Nebraska homecoming parade float, or a hand me down Gypsy wedding dress) Parton can take comfort she has her very own theme park whereas Ross has only a kids gym in Central Park, NYC !

Dolly Parton and her tribute squad

Dolly and Miley



Ross was introduced by her endearing 9 year old grandchild, Raif Kendricks the son of Ross and Motown Pres Barry Gordy's love child Rhonda  Kendricks who was seated in the audience with Gordy
Raif Kendricks introduces "Grandmommie"

I'm telling you- all you have to do is look and compare

The Queen in Red

Raif (far right) next to granddad Barry Gordy and his  and Diana's daughter Rhonda
I do not not like performers who obscure their persona. I could never hear Sia’s music as I was obsessed looking at her silly black and white hair.  Ditto H.E.R, (real name Gabi Wilson) and her distracting sunglasses.  Take the glasses off , please.  Part of any performance is seeing expression in the eyes.  She does have a very lofty timbre that I think we will hear a lot of in the future.
H.E.R sings "Hard Place"

Without the glasses. 

H.E.R. real name Gabi Wilson

It was a nostalgic blast to see Red Hot Chili Peppers with Post Malone.  Two good things- lead Anthony Kiedis got down and shirtless showing he still has not given in to gravity in his 50's, and second, that Flea has plenty of bounce left to show us !
A Shirtlss Anthony and Post Malone rock it out


J Lo got slammed as a strange choice for a Motown tribute,  but Barry Gordy  (in the audience) was beaming as he sat next to He and Ross’s  love child Rhonda Kendrick and her son Raif who later would introduce his “grandmommie” Diana Ross in an endearing moment onstage.  Ms Lopez really excelled in a frenetic , costume changing number that was worthy of a 30's Hollywood musical movie extravaganza. I loved it, and so did hubby A Ro who had a face dominating smile .


Cardi B really wowed me with her lush Josephine/Betty Boop rendition of “Money”  
Carli B

Carli B's song "Money" was beautifully and lavishly staged

Though the show had a great number of notable performances, my climactic moment was GaGa singing “Shallow” with Mark Ronson.  It has always been a truth to me that GaGa has rely sincerity in her music , and, indeed, in life.  She is a “real” person not just a manfactured celebrity.   This song has a great deal of meaning packed into it, and Lady GaGa, wrenches ever bit ofangst and eomtion in delivery .  I was awed by this performance and I think she put all of herself into it. A stellar moment.
GaGa goes all in with "Shallow"


Does anyone also see the resemblance of GaGa to TV show "Below Deck's Kate?


One snarky comment  (but really good for her career)  was that Miley Cyrus was Everywhere with everyone. I keep thinking, "What is she the 'floater,' 'Fill- in" so when they need something or someone doesn't show it's "Get Miley- she'll do it"   I had to chuckle  but have to add her vocal presence was appreciated

I really enjoyed this year;s Grammy’s.  The production was tight and full of content.

-Jerry Wendt 2019 all rights reserved