Saturday, February 16, 2019

Fani's Word

Fani skipped, no, almost bounded from school after her 4th grade class at Franklin School .  That day Miss Kaplan had assigned each student a unique word that they were to write on construction paper to  embellish &  glitterize into a work of art.  Stephanie took special care and pride at how carefully she had made her special word into a splendor all her own.  And now, just in departing class, her teacher instructed all to bring that art back to school the next day along with their own story that would put life into their word in front of the whole class.  WOW!  She could not wait to find something really, like different, something that all her classmates would find interesting enough to smile at and give Fani praise.

What to choose?  So many things, but this thing had to ring like the fire alarm.  Jar them out of their seats in awe.  She just knew she had to come up with something that would make her stand proud.  

Steppin up the crumbling stairs of their tenement, Fani buzzed herself into the vestibule and looked down.  Oh yes, she tickled herself thinking-  Mr Pappadopoulas, (their Super), and  “his” floor.  For months starting in summer, ‘Mr P’ was on his knees in that entryway matching up individual tiles to create the mosiac floor the original building had when it was constructed in the 20's.  It was a very intricate and colorful installation originally, but years of footfall, mud, rain and snow , not to overlook occasional spillage, garbage, and even dog pee had worn away, and dislodged the small ceramic tiles until  a rubber weather mat over it had to be lain so people wouldn’t trip.  That mat was so nasty grimy, she thought.   Fani would from time to time flip the mat up to see Mr P’s progress in setting each tile into the original pattern. Soon, she hoped, it would be unveiled .  This would make for a fitting story to use “her” word on.  But, no, That telling belonged to Mr Pappadopoulos as it was his story.  She couldn’t  appropriate her word on somebody else’s idea.  She wanted the story to be her own,

Later as Mom served the family greasy fried chicken and collard greens (which Fani didn’t particulary care for, but her Mom, being of Southern heritage, was want to savor, so it was on the table often and endured) Fani picked at her food.  She was deeply into her thoughts about tomorrow.  ‘What, pray tell’ was my story to be?’  She caught her Mother remarking on Fani’s cousin ‘Swannie” ( Her real name was Samantha but for some reason everybody had nicknamed her Swannie and it stuck) , birthing her new baby April Dawn.  Swannie had been in labor for over 26 hours and they finally had to induce, and out popped a large 9  ounce baby girl .  Everybody said she was so big cause her mama was ‘diaperbetic,’ whatever that was, but the fact remained that April Dawn came out looking like a two year old.  Again, this incidence was good basis for story that Fani could use , but  fireworks didn’t go off in Fani’s mind.  It just wasn’t grand enough to waste her precious word on.

After dish wash (Fani dried) she continued pondering just what her narrative would be tomorrow.  Indeed, she went to bed berift at not having any ideas to her satisfaction.

Morning dawned no better.  Actually worse, because now the pressure was on, and Stephanie was starting to panic.  She had too much at stake in this assignment.  She could not let Miss Kaplan down.  She could not endure a middling “Oh that was nice, Fani” as her acknowledgment.  And most, important, she simply would not allow herself to fall short in her own eyes.  Simply unacceptable.  Period.
Fani set off for school dejected as no story had formulated.  Dejected as she stepped down the front steps, her gaze landed in front and below her .  She focused.  “OH GEEZ,” positively exploded from her. 

 “This is IT” I’ve got it.  Perfect.”  

She finally, FINALLY, had her story!

Now, having so much trouble holding herself in  she was so ready to spew, Fani finally found it was her time in front of the class.  She held up her bright and elaborate glittered, stickered, and glitzed word picture and began,

“This morning  I walked out of my house and looked down, and there ,at the bottom of the stairs just barely sticking forth from the grimy snow and crumbling stone, sprouting up from between cracks in the concrete was a single brave  little flower that had two tiny green leaves and a purple bloom.  I had to stop and admire this  little thing for the way it had beat all odds, forcing itself upward in this unlikely location.” 




( Fani beamed at all the smiles she saw looking back at her) She continued,
“I just have to tell you all, it was really ...”



Wednesday, February 13, 2019

The Wintergarden




Stalk shadows stretch thin.
Too may uncounted days sink dark
upon legions of fallen leaves,
brief notice of one or two
acclaimed in happenstance
leaving strewn ground for the rest,
waded through as inconvenience,
raked or burned or blown away,
they leave no marker or memory
as  sentinal Mothers grieve to no avail .  


This fallow ground
once brought nourishment
for both body and soul;
red juicy tomatoes, gay sunflowers
even stalwart watermelons
who withstood much adversity
but finally yielded to rape,
brandishment of sticks
to satisify the caprice
of an evil unthinking mind.


This Wintergarden sees no season.
Land is not replenished.
There is no nature,
so death is not natural,
death is not given , it is taken by force;
These are fallen leaves of Sandy Hook,
daisies ripped up from Pulse,
insane smashing of innocent growth,
leaving countless devestated gardens in Miami, Los Angeles, and Las Vegas;
even whole fields in Rwanda.


Wasted, all wasted so many days, so many ways, so many times.
Here left as scant memory and  honor in only  two days of media attention,
blase “thoughts and prayers,”
and the final numbing disowning affront-
“I’m glad it wasn’t me” 

 When did shame die in the Wintergarden?
-Jerry Wendt 2018

Monday, February 11, 2019

2019 Grammy's




The Grammy’s are one of only two “awards” shows that are worth watching ( The other is the Tony’s) because they both are entertaining; with the Grammy’s edging out as winner with their spectrum of new innovative musical numbers .
Alica Keyes does "Killing me softy" and "Unforgettabl" on two pianos

This year was particularly enticing , first with an apparent wane in Rap as dominant genre. (or maybe just that Kanye West was absent) I  could understand the music again, and it was lyrical.  The show addressed many different musical styles giving a bit of something to everyone.  I admit the rap that was present was engaging and had musicality to it this year.  just not my preferred style.


Ricky Martin and Camila Gambino open with "Havana"



The Opening Cuban number “Havana” featuring Camila Gambino with full compliment of stars including “man candy” Ricky Martin, was bright, catchy, and well staged.  It set a good tone. 

Then came capable host Alicia Keys and a clever and apt salute to empowered women.  I think having Michelle Obama amongst these other keynote ladies, Jada Pickett Smith, Gaga, J Lo, and Keyes was inspired thinking.  Michelle got the most thunderous standing ovation of the night.  It did get a bit tiring to hear Ms Keyes constant use of “my sistas” throughout the performance. Like a child that starts young as a cute amusing precocious center of attention,and as an adult becomes just annoying and repetitive.  Granted, recognition has been a long time coming, but why taint the new empowerment by diluting it with a trite affectation. 
Alica and Michelle

GaGa Jada Pinkett Smith, Keyes, Mchelle Obama, and J Lo
I am newly enamoured withShaun Mandez.  Wooooo-ee HOT young thing.(Even his piano was smoking and burning !)   His duo with Miley Cyrus was a standout .  I loved his sound.  His voice is so rich.  At times I felt as though I was hearing Rufus Wainwright ( another fave of mine)
Shaun and Miley 

Smokin hot Shaun Mendes and his fiery smokin piano

See what I mean?
Dolly Parton’s tribute involved a lot more poeple but wasn’t as lush as “La Ross’s”
I do not understand how she can give wind to her singing, cinched up like she is.
Katy Perry caught flak for supposedly trying to upstage  Parton but I don’t think so.  If anyone had the dominant pipes it was Miley Cyrus.  A great tribute and while even not as elaborate as Diana Ross’s (who appeared in the quintessential      quinceaƱera dress - either that, a U of Nebraska homecoming parade float, or a hand me down Gypsy wedding dress) Parton can take comfort she has her very own theme park whereas Ross has only a kids gym in Central Park, NYC !

Dolly Parton and her tribute squad

Dolly and Miley



Ross was introduced by her endearing 9 year old grandchild, Raif Kendricks the son of Ross and Motown Pres Barry Gordy's love child Rhonda  Kendricks who was seated in the audience with Gordy
Raif Kendricks introduces "Grandmommie"

I'm telling you- all you have to do is look and compare

The Queen in Red

Raif (far right) next to granddad Barry Gordy and his  and Diana's daughter Rhonda
I do not not like performers who obscure their persona. I could never hear Sia’s music as I was obsessed looking at her silly black and white hair.  Ditto H.E.R, (real name Gabi Wilson) and her distracting sunglasses.  Take the glasses off , please.  Part of any performance is seeing expression in the eyes.  She does have a very lofty timbre that I think we will hear a lot of in the future.
H.E.R sings "Hard Place"

Without the glasses. 

H.E.R. real name Gabi Wilson

It was a nostalgic blast to see Red Hot Chili Peppers with Post Malone.  Two good things- lead Anthony Kiedis got down and shirtless showing he still has not given in to gravity in his 50's, and second, that Flea has plenty of bounce left to show us !
A Shirtlss Anthony and Post Malone rock it out


J Lo got slammed as a strange choice for a Motown tribute,  but Barry Gordy  (in the audience) was beaming as he sat next to He and Ross’s  love child Rhonda Kendrick and her son Raif who later would introduce his “grandmommie” Diana Ross in an endearing moment onstage.  Ms Lopez really excelled in a frenetic , costume changing number that was worthy of a 30's Hollywood musical movie extravaganza. I loved it, and so did hubby A Ro who had a face dominating smile .


Cardi B really wowed me with her lush Josephine/Betty Boop rendition of “Money”  
Carli B

Carli B's song "Money" was beautifully and lavishly staged

Though the show had a great number of notable performances, my climactic moment was GaGa singing “Shallow” with Mark Ronson.  It has always been a truth to me that GaGa has rely sincerity in her music , and, indeed, in life.  She is a “real” person not just a manfactured celebrity.   This song has a great deal of meaning packed into it, and Lady GaGa, wrenches ever bit ofangst and eomtion in delivery .  I was awed by this performance and I think she put all of herself into it. A stellar moment.
GaGa goes all in with "Shallow"


Does anyone also see the resemblance of GaGa to TV show "Below Deck's Kate?


One snarky comment  (but really good for her career)  was that Miley Cyrus was Everywhere with everyone. I keep thinking, "What is she the 'floater,' 'Fill- in" so when they need something or someone doesn't show it's "Get Miley- she'll do it"   I had to chuckle  but have to add her vocal presence was appreciated

I really enjoyed this year;s Grammy’s.  The production was tight and full of content.

-Jerry Wendt 2019 all rights reserved

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

The We, the I, and The Band Plays On.




We

When E.L.E. pays visit
whether from disease, famine, meteor, or thermonuclear fire
we look to God and Heaven.

We think about Extinction Level Events
when annoyingly distracted
from our own fragile mortality.

We rise to modern speculations
from “Gods” Elon Musk and Jeff Bezos
and a future for humankind.

We envision great migrations to new worlds
Terraforming Mars and beyond
to a sustaining engineered future.

Civilization morphs
to a utopian  nirvana,
our own created earths, winds, and fires.


I

I  revel in this collective prospect,
all together striving as one,
a continuium without strife.

Will there be trees
under which I can dally
watching dragonflies skip the pond water ?

Will there be thieves (or worse)
to disrupt my outworld tranquility,
or will I not have anything of “my own?”

Can I be sure a microbe won’t
hitchhike an escape
with it’s own vision of Heaven ?

Will there be a Mrs McConnell
whose baked pie smells escape
into my open windows hanging on sweet spring breeze?

Thoughts of a stainless steel and plastic life hereafter
dull my anxious anticipation
to leave these planetary bonds.

I must say for now
thoughts turn to the night of “Titanic”
where for so many the band played on.

So, Messrs. Musk and Bezos
your godly visions are very bright and visionary
but, no thank you...

My Heaven is right here.    
I’ll  just stay and watch the show
until icy waters envelop.


Tuesday, January 1, 2019

Jerry's Mango Cheesecake

Jerry’s Mango Cheesecake Recipe 


Posted per request for Caribbean recipes. Prep time includes standing time and cooling time (5 hours) .Recipe source: Turtle Bay Cookbook with modifications by Jerry
6¾ hours | 5½ hours prep 



1 10inch cake  ingredients
Crust
· 1 1/4  cup graham cracker crumbs (see  below)
· 1/4 cup chopped walnuts (see notes below)
· 1/4 cup brown sugar 
· 3 tablespoons butter 

Cake
· 2 (8 ounce) packages cream cheese, room temperature
· 1 cup sugar
· 1 1/2 cups sour cream
· 3 eggs
· 1 1/2 cups mango puree (made from ripe mangoes or use thawed frozen mangoes)
· 1/2 teaspoon vanilla
· 1 teaspoonlemon juice
· 1 1/2 cups sour cream
· 1/2 cup sugar 

Glaze
· 2 tablespoons apricot jam
· 2 tablespoons corn syrup
· 1 teaspoon lime juice
· 1 teaspoon cider vinegar 

PREP
1. Preheat oven to 300°F.
2. Butter a 10-inch springform pan and set aside.
3. Combine first 3 ingredients (graham cracker crumbs- sugar) in a small bowl.
4. Stir in melted butter.
5. Press mixture into prepared pan.

6. Combine cream cheese and sugar in a food processor or blender; process until combined.
7. Add sour cream, eggs, mango puree, vanilla and lemon juice; process using on/off turns until combined.
8. Pour mixture into prepared crust.
9. Bake for 1 hour or until set.

10. Let cheesecake cool for 1 hour.
11. While cheesecake is cooling prepare topping by combining sour cream and sugar in a food processor until combined.
12. Preheat oven to 350°F.

13. After cheesecake is at room temperature (1 hour cooling at room temperature), top cheesecake with topping.
14. Bake 4 minutes.
15. Remove from oven.
16. Chill for at least 4 hours.

17. Prepare garnish- Process glaze ingredients (apricot jam- vinegar) in a food processor.
18.  Spread glaze over chilled cheesecake before serving.


Jerry’s Note: I made the following modifications:
1 . I reduced the graham crackers to 1 cup chocolate wafters -crumbled  and substituted  macadamia nuts for the walnuts , increasing them to ½ cup.
2.  I baked the crust in the springform pan at 300 degrees for 8 minutes and let cool before adding cake batter.  The nuts can burn quickly so watch this bake carefully.
3.  I increased the eggs to 4.
4.   I added ¼ cup Rumona or  Rum Jumbie Liqueur to the batter.
5.  I increased  the first bake for 1 hour 13 minutes as one hour was not adequate. I       increased the cooling time to 1 ½ hours
6.  I increased the second bake to 8 minutes at 350
6. The four hour chill is MINIMUM to have the cheesecake set properly. Don’t rush it.
7. I eliminated the apricot glaze and served cake slices in Liquor/mango puree

Saturday, December 15, 2018

Christmas For Erane Scully

I am filled with Christmas Spirit today. Long time friend and author Erane Scully is dying . She is comfortable as can be in a nursing facility, but, at 93, is frail and failing.(now with Leukemia) Erane has always loved horses. They have been a big part of her life. Actually, at age 13 her Mom took her to Poland in the summer of 1939 to spend the season at her uncles large horse ranch as reward for good school grades. Before they could travel home that week, Germany bombed Poland and the war was on. They could not get out by any method and that is when they were captured and taken to Siberia to a Russian labor camp until the war ended. Erane has written two books on her experience. Knowing this love of horses I called my good friend Diane Wlezien. Diane has miniature horses which are licensed as therapy animals. I prevailed upon her to bring one of the little horses to visit Erane in the Nursing Home. Diane had to regret as the cold, snowy and icy weather made it very difficult to get the horse in and out of trailer- plus she had no grant for this particular facility for her horses. Drat. But just this Wednesday, Diane called me. Weather this weekend was projected sunny and 40° ... and she had called the Nursing Home Administrator and gotten authority to bring the horse. TODAY Saturday- a GOLDEN day, as we visited Erane (having a rare good day) and wheeled her bundled out to meet her little visitor. She was elated and could not stop with the effusive thanks. Both pal Jan Bosman and I were deeply touched. A better Christmas we could not have given our dear friend. This was a very very happy day. BIG thanks to Diane and husband Mike for their gracious efforts to make this Christmas joyful for our dying old friend !










Friday, November 30, 2018

A Visit From St Nicholas


    T was the night before Christmas, when all through the house
    Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.
    The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
    In hopes that Saint Nicholas soon would be there.
    The children were nestled all snug in their beds,
    While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads;
    And mamma in her ’kerchief, and I in my cap,
    Had just settled down for a long winter’s nap;
    When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,
    I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.
    Away to the window I flew like a flash,
    Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash.
    The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow
    Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below,
    When, what to my wondering eyes should appear,
    But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer,
    With a little old driver, so lively and quick,
    I knew in a moment it must be Saint Nick.
    More rapid than eagles his coursers they came,
    And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by name:
    “Now, Dasher! now, Dancer! now, Prancer and Vixen!
    On, Comet! on Cupid! on, Donder and Blitzen!
    To the top of the porch! to the top of the wall!
    Now dash away! dash away! dash away all!”
    As dry leaves that before the wild hurricane fly,
    When they meet with an obstacle, mount to the sky,
    So up to the house-top the coursers they flew,
    With the sleigh full of toys, and Saint Nicholas too.
    And then, in a twinkling, I heard on the roof
    The prancing and pawing of each little hoof.
    As I drew in my head, and was turning around,
    Down the chimney Saint Nicholas came with a bound.
    He was dressed all in fur, from his head to his foot,
    And his clothes were all tarnished with ashes and soot.
    A bundle of toys he had flung on his back,
    And he looked like a peddler just opening his pack.
    His eyes — how they twinkled! his dimples how merry!
    His cheeks were like roses, his nose like a cherry!
    His droll little mouth was drawn up like a bow,
    And the beard of his chin was as white as the snow.
    The stump of a pipe he held tight in his teeth,
    And the smoke it encircled his head like a wreath.
    He had a broad face and a little round belly,
    That shook, when he laughed, like a bowlful of jelly.
    He was chubby and plump, a right jolly old elf,
    And I laughed when I saw him, in spite of myself.
    A wink of his eye and a twist of his head,
    Soon gave me to know I had nothing to dread.
    He spoke not a word, but went straight to his work,
    And filled all the stockings; then turned with a jerk,
    And laying his finger aside of his nose,
    And giving a nod, up the chimney he rose.
    He sprang to his sleigh, to his team gave a whistle,
    And away they all flew like the down of a thistle.
    But I heard him exclaim, ere he drove out of sight,
    “Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good-night!”


    -Clement Clarke Moore